Are You Mad or Sad??

That's what giselle asked me after i had left the apt in an agry rampage and was sitting in the target parking lot. Me and rudy got in a fight. Again. We got over it and are happy dandy as usual, but i couldn't stop thinking about the question. Ultimitely, i decided, you can't be one without the other right? If you're mad there's gotta be some sadness in there, and if you're sad ur usually mad at whatever the reason that made u sad. It's a good response to hear after telling ur friend "me and (enter boyfriend name here) got in a fight."

So i never went snowboarding. Laaame. I got sick the day before then the night before i was throwing up all night. I still went to the snow though because i know my dad would've been super dissapointed if we didn't go with them. It was fun seeing the pretty snowy mountains and all the lil snow bunnies falling and tumbling down hills but i felt miserable. Hopefully we get to go again and i get to actually try it this time.

I'm getting ready to go to an interview for a restaurant called 3 Vinos near apartment. I'm hoping i get it because it's pretty close and i'll do anything for a job right now. Wish me luck!

Judgement Day

This morning i woke up not feeling good whatsoever :( i think i have a fever. Ugh.  Harley woke up sick too... he was acting weird then threw up twice. Poor harley poo :( Sooo tmw i'm going snowboarding!! for the first time ever! I'm super nervous. I'm nervous about how freakin cold it's gonna be (u know me, i'm a weenie when it comes to being cold), and i'm scared of how sore i'm gonna be. I woke up sore this morning just from cleaning the freakin apt yesterday i could only imagine how i'm gonna feel monday morning. And i'm MOSTLY nervous because of my re-occuring dream. I've been having this dream for as long as i remember that i'm on a curvy road high high up in the mountains and somehow we lose control of the car and it falls off the cliff. Sometimes i'm driving, sometimes someone else is, and about a month ago rudy was driving in the dream. Tomorrow rudy's driving. I tried convincing the fam to go to mtn. high, where it's not so elevated and the road isn't so windey but they don't wanna listen. So i've accepted my fate. Tmw is judgement day. And as i'm flying down the cliff in my little 96 beemer all i'm gonna be thinking is i told u so!

Dammit Mcdonalds!

Since rudy had his chocolate dipped cone the other day i've been craving one of my own. Just my luck, we go to mcdonalds after our accidental wal mart shopping spree and of course, it just doesn't taste the same. His must've been double dipped or something cuz his had a thick layer of scrumptious melt in your mouth chocolate shell and mine was a flimsy amost see through layer.

For dinner i attempted to make teryaki chicken bowls. Let's just say i wont be trying that again. Food just doesn't taste the same to me when i cook it for myself. Tomorrow is harleys bday!! woo hoo! my lil baby isn't a puppy anymore :( he turns a year. And for his bday i'm getting his balls cut off. Mean i know. But don't worry i'll give him a week or so to celebrate before judgement day. Tmw i'm going to attempt to clean the carpets with baking soda, vinegar, and peroxide. Apparently it's a more effective home remedy without having to use all those carpet cleaners. Also sarah is coming over for dinner! I love visitors. Rudys makin us tilapia, rice, black beans, and asparagus. Mmmm. My bday is in 11 days! As sad as i am to be getting OLD, i'm excited to celebrate. It seems i have a lot going on in the next few weeks. My dad really wants to go snowboarding sunday but it's so damn expensive. Then superbowl is next week, then my bday on tues, then sat were gonna do some bday celebrating. Instead of going to dinner i asked my mom if she could make me a yummy home cooked meal. I miss those meals. You know ur a fatty when all of your blogs are about food! :)

6 in the mo'nin...

and i cant sleep. I've been awake since rudy left at 430. Laaame. I like being up early because it's so rare, but today all i seem to be doing is thinking of yummy foods i'm craving. Why the heck can't there be a western bagel in west covina!? I also can't stop debating whether or not i should dye my hair red. Not a crazy orange red but a pretty brownish-auburn red. I think it's time for a change.

Harleys laying next to me on the bed and he just tilted his head back so we are literally cheek to cheek. Well actually his nose is to my cheeck. It is the cutest thing i have ever seen. Where's my camera when i need it!

Welcome to My World!!

Yaay! I've never blogged before and i'm soo excited to start! As a warning: most of my blogs will most likely be some sort of bitching, complaining, whining, or any form of annoyance... hence the "bratty" title. If you don't like it close the page and don't come back! :)

The real title to this blog shouldve been "relief" and heres why...

So rudy and i just got off the phone with chase. Let me tell you how relieved i am. To give u a lil background info.. i owe $19,000 on a credit card i closed and have been paying a MINIMUM balance of $580/month (with the help of my loving boyfriend of course). Can u believe that!? so after strongly considering bankruptcy i called them and asked what my options were. In the end they agreed on a plan that my interest rate gets lowered from 24% (i know) to 6%, i pay $364/month and in 5 years its paid off. WOOT WOOT!! I cannot tell you how relieved i am. This must be gods bday present to me. Rudy and i are having wendy's for dinner to celebrate :)

Anyway. My birthdays coming up and im oh so excited. All i really want is a big pink cake in the shape of a 25, a flip, and money to get a tix to see taylor. Speaking of... last night i had a dream that i met her. I dont remember where we were all i know is that we hugged. And then i woke up. I hate that. Having the best dream then waking up. I also had a really detailed dream that i was cheating on rudy :/ i was about to have sex with another guy in our room and then we heard rudy coming in the door and the guy ran into the bathroom. creepy huh? i gotta stop watching so many lifetime movies.

Yaaay for wendys!!